heading down to a liner company for interview, it's for fyp >.> it's purely my laziness and aimlessness that i have yet to look out for any job opport. fyp and employment are taking huge space in my head. here i am hoping to ace the report and yet not doing good research on my part. and obviously, with the knowledge of close friends getting job offers already, i'm even more scared. afraid that i'll get into a lousy co.,receive lousy pay,meet with lousy colleagues or under a bad bad boss. or worst, no co. wld even want me in the first place. :(

my mum told me to pray. lol. i'm pretty religious you know. i'll selfishly pray for good results, good things to happen. i know its a selfish act, even a fruitless act to many, but at worse it's a self-assurance. yet most of the times, i do believe i'm communicating well with my guardian angel. i dont talk to myself, btw.

talk about prayers, i believe my reason of passing jplt4 is gift from angels. haha. i had only less than 50% of the knowledge when i took it and so to pass all sections is a miracle. even ying was kinda shocked to hear it. she knew it well because four days before the exam i went to her house and was in frantic for realising how much basics i do not know. she empathised with me and consoled:just make good guesses lorh.

think to disappoint nic,this sem will really be boring. no more 'slackers' outings. the monies hardly 'unite' these days anyways, poor school attendance. i'll still cherish the monies times... and kinda sad the sc outing to wakeboarding and trip to china are not gg to happen :'(

so now...i will reminisce...