Always end up in the wrong direction?

Since young, I dont have much luck in life, ie whenever a guessing game is involved, even if the probability of winning is 50%, i'll usually lose 70% of the whole game. This sch sem started off VERY badly and unlucky - knowing that Cathrine Bjune is i/c of 2 modules, life can never be worse. I'm still trying to stablize my emotions so I shall not dwell on anything involving her now.

Back to my topic. Luck. Yesh. They are hardly near me. This sem, I'm super gei kiang. I asked my friends to join a welfare club to do some 'good deeds' (worried that I've badmouthed too much these days). We went to an interview and concluded that it's difficult to get in as there're too many people signing up when vacancies were limited. Surprise, surprise. All 4 of us passed the interview. SO, we'll have to commit ourselves for ONE AND A HALF YEARS. Met my kid last tues. Horrified and worried, for him and for me. Just hope that the next time I see him, things get better. Pray hard. No luck.

My friends got into the main committee for the sch. And I'm in the subcomm. Why? Because I'm, again, too gei kiang. Voila! My first-time design for tshirt is chosen. Parce que, engineers cant design.

Year1 was mundane and boring, so Si and I decided that we need a change. Ha. We're on the same boat together: 7 modules, of which, one is French.*die* ; in the sch subcomm for publicity; doing 'good' deeds for WSC. sigh. Maybe, I shouldn't have asked for a more happening life. Maybe, I should have carefully analyse the heaviness of my modules. Maybe, I should start attending for lecturers consistently. Maybe, I shouldn't have taken the extra 2 modules. Sigh. Maybe I can just curse myself for being so gei kiang.

Hopefully the one week break will do me some good. Cls having chalet on thur/fri. I'm counting down to days when I can finally study and do some retail therapy. Argh. I still have one set of full manicure & pedicure. Where to find the time?? *sobx*

This Sun, I'll be at Singapore River to mess up the river with fake lilies. Next Sat, babysit the children at east coast park. woah. am so kind... pourquoi?!